Thursday 12/06/12

Food

Breakfast:
candy cane
grits

Snacks:
apples

Lunch:
homemade chicken tortilla soup

Dinner:
quesadilla

Fitness:

I went for a short walk this morning.  I wasn't able to complete my 2 mile walk because of my stomach being upset and having to race to the bathroom.  i wanted to stay near a restroom after that.  i only got in 15 minutes .80 of a mile.  my goodness.  i have been nautious and cold ever since.  what is going on there? now the headaches have started.


Feelings:

i have happy hour scheduled this evening with two ladies i used to work with.  we will see if either one of them flakes on me.  even if they dont show up i am still going to go and grab some grub from the place because it is really good there. 

i honestly don't know how i am feeling today.  i always enjoy the drive into work because i feel so hopful like there are so many great things that are going to happen to me.  i keep dreaming of having children.  i really want children.  i am ready for them. i keep dreaming of a little girl and i really hope she is coming soon.

I haven't been thinking or worrying about Zack as much as i used to which i am noticing now as something new.

i am feeling comfortable right now.  i have been real tired these past couple of days and i think it is because of how it gets dark at 430 these days.  just makes me want to go to sleep.

I am feeling the need to read a lot of books for some reason right now?  it must be because there isn't anything good on tv or in the theater or netflix.  the good stuff must be in books.  well its a good thing that i have a ton of books.